Living in my shadow.

Life is getting tedious.... School is on my back like a chain-smoking monkey, and worst of all, I'm not even doing that well. Sure I could try harder, but the sheer fact that I'm making any sort of effort is new to me.
The honest truth is that I'm lazy and I'm pretty good at getting away with the bare minimum.
So what's the problem, right? The answer to that is Fulfillment, of which I currently have none. Once in a while... just to prove to myself, I like to raise the incredibly low bar I have set. So today....or should I say tonight, I will attempt to steer myself away from depression for a while and see what I'm capable of once again.